Attack of the Self-Doubt

I invited a few women over to my house tomorrow night. It was really scary, hard to click the send button on the invitation...

Every time I throw a party I'm all jazzed until about an hour before when I realize that NO ONE IS COMING. And that I'm a total idiot and they're all going to laugh at me.

But then what usually happened in Burbank is the doorbell would ring and my friends would come in and make merry with me.

We'll see what happens in Atascadero. I'm keeping my fingers crossed!

BTW, if you're reading this and you're a woman I have at least shared email addresses with, you are invited too. Come on by!