I am still waiting to hear back from Trader Joe's. I wish they'd call me already! I hate waiting. I would like everything that I want to happen to happen immediately when I want it to. I don't know if you can identify with that.
That, however, does not fall under the category of enjoying the journey. Seeing as that has been my focus the last few months, I will try to fit this job hunt thing into that too. I guess, if I have to. I haven't died in the past week any way so a couple more hours can't hurt.
Something that I'm really dealing with right now is not wanting to sing. I finally get exactly what I want and now I'm so afraid I'm practically paralyzed. It's really scary to me how strong my fears can get, and how much damage they can do to my life if I let them. I am determined to fight through my fear and do what needs to be done, regardless of my feelings.
Feelings are not facts. The fact is that if I blow this opportunity I am going to kick myself. I don't want to do that any more. So I'm going to put on my big girl pants on and act grown up about the whole thing. As in be responsible, do my homework, show up and put forth my best effort.
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1 comment:
I've been working on fear lately and I've found that if you walk through the fear and feel all parts of it, you can get through it and though it's scary while you're in it, it does get better.
As to the job thingy, call them. It doesn't hurt to let them know your interested by doing a follow up call. People do it all the time.
You're right where you need to be and everything will work out the way it should.
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