School Daze

I haven't been putting up posts because the most exciting stuff in my life happens to me on Facebook. I'm only joking a little!

That might be all about to change though, if I do end up going back to school. Meeting new people (with like interests, YAY) and homework and hopefully singing too! I was just talking about how I made a choice to not go to school because I didn't like it. It's kind of embarrassing, really. BUT! To me there's a whole facet of college I never considered that doesn't involve taking classes that you don't want to take for a degree. I just want to go and get a certificate, learn how to do what I want and then move on! Well that's how I feel now. At this point I wouldn't be surprised if you told me I was soon going to be studying for my Ph.D.

What I've become interested in over the past year or so is interior design. I absolutely devour the shows on HGTV and am so fascinated by the transformations. I would like it if that was something I could do. So I'm going to try to do it, and we'll see what comes of it.

I'm a little apprehensive about transcripts, paperwork, registration, being able to get the classes I want, etc. But I just have to take it one thing at a time, so if I can remember that I'm cool. I actually have fun filling out forms, if you can believe it! The thing is not to talk myself out of it before I even start.

Back From Burbank

Honey, I'm home! That's right, back from Burbank and happy as always to return to the land of peace and greenery. I couldn't actually stay as long as I planned! I wanted to come home too badly so I left late Thursday night.

I went to Disneyland by myself, since Kate, Giddy and Bliss all have jobs and things. It was really nice and relaxing but not as much fun as when I go with a friend. I did get to go on Tower of Terror twice, which I wouldn't subject any one else to!The Peter Pan ride was magical as always and It's a Small World has gotten a fair amount of spit and polish and is all shiny and new again.



While I was down in the LA area I got to see only some of my good friends! A couple were just too busy this time around. But I got to see my childhood friend and give her a birthday hug and a little present. We've known each other 23 years now! Zoinks!!



Gabe is doing MUCH better which is great! I have my husband back, and he has his freedom back. It's fab. The acupuncture really was the magic we had been looking for. He's still going to see an orthopedic surgeon on Monday, just to be on the safe side.



I met up with an old high school friend and her 2 year old today, they just happen to live down the street from me here on the Central Coast... how bizarre! She's not some one I was super tight with in school, we were in choir together but she was a year older and I was pretty much a hag to every one anyway. But she remembered me when I sent her a message on Facebook, and was way into meeting up! So it's nice to think MAYBE I might have another local friend to add to my teeny tiny list. She also does yoga and still loves to sing, so we have some common interests. She is in a choir at Poly so I'm going to go check them out tonight. YAY!

Holding Steady

My mom left on Monday morning, it was nice to have her here. All she did was cook! I thought I must've gained 5 pounds in a week. But no, I can't blame her for my current state. That is all my fault. Part of it is not being in LA and having to look at starlet wannabes everywhere I go. People around here are all kinds of body types. I'm even starting to snap out of the idea that in order to be beautiful you've got to be a size 2 or smaller. Still, I don't want to keep extra weight on, and I definitely have been gaining slowly over the last year. About 15 pounds of slowly!

I've been doing about 3 yoga classes a week and I have to say I love it. The instructor works us very hard, so it's a great workout and yet also very calming. I have a bunch of free time on my hands, and it's better to take care of myself than to sit on the couch and eat bonbons. I'm not sure I can say that I'm totally bored yet, but I am out of the habit of hanging out with people. Which in one way is good, I don't feel lonely like I did when I first got here. Don't get me wrong I'm still annoyed with the fact that I have a total of 2 and a half friends up here, but I've gotten used to a certain amount of time just for me. What I do with that time is the important thing. I've got to try to be somewhat useful!

Gabe's feeling better so that's a nice change. He's back to his normal witty self, and we're getting to hang out a little more. Valentine's Day was nice and mellow, low-key. The acupuncture really helped him! Now he's been referred to a surgeon after his MRI results came through. I'm not worried though- if he has to have surgery to be better, I want him to have it.

Ok, off I go to work again!

Let It Snow.... a Little

It was pouring when I woke up this morning... And then! SNOW! For real, outside of my house. Where I live all the time! I was tripping out. So was my neighbor, out in her driveway looking kind of stunned.I got a little snow on my coat while I was out taking this picture.
I'm so proud of myself for having braved the elements. I guess I'm not as much of a wuss as I used to be... but my thermostat in the house says it's 70 degrees in here and I'm FREEZING.

Speed Review 2008

No, this is not a critique of the year's methamphetamines! This is an idea I picked up from Mary. I guess you're supposed to do it in January but whatev. What one does is take the first sentence from the first blog post of every month of the last year and then see what you get... I found Mary's quite interesting although I'd probably read her interpretation of the dictionary with some awed respect. I had quite a year! And all over the place, as usual...

We made it, just ahead of a massive rainstorm. I might be lying but... I don't think I've ever been away from Burbank for an entire month. I liked doing this cross stitch because it required effort and concentration, mixed with some pretty immediate gratification. Well, I didn't get the job. Checking in with Cedric... my husband's waiting in our convertible. Yesterday was my first day as an employee at Starbucks. My mom is here so I have been busy! I know I've been a little whiny one-note lately, but I'm being proactive. I was down in Burbank the past 3 days and as usual, I stayed pretty busy. It hasn't exactly been happy times in my head lately, although everything is exactly the same on the outside. Monday's party went great! Getting more and more excited for Christmas, although I am trying to soak it all in.

I am tagging all you bloggers that read my blog. All 3 of you! I check your blogs like every day, breathlessly waiting for new information...

Meet Mustard

I went on a hike today and met a slug. But not just any slug... Ladies and gentlemen! Meet the amazing Mr. Mustard!!

I put my sunglasses down to give a sense of perspective of how freakin' humongous the animal was. And such a lovely shade of , er, mustard. Nature really knows her stuff, huh?
I also liked this tree, and the sky behind it. I wasn't quick enough to snap a pick of the huge hawk flying by behind it. But there's hawks all over the place up here.
Gabe had his first acupuncture appointment and thinks he might feel a little better. We're going again on Thursday. I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but maybe this is a good thing.

My mom is supposed to come up on Saturday, I am happy to say. She hates the drive but I think it will be nice for Joe to have some company. And for me!

A (Not-so) Happy Times Update

It's not that my happiness solely depends on my husband. But obviously, he plays a big part of my life, and the home that we're in together gets its vibe from how we are feeling. I guess I haven't been much into posting because there's not a lot of great news, or because there's no news at all.

I don't mean that it's all a bummer, Gabe and I are still managing to smile and laugh. But not as much as I'm used to! So of course it's a little depressing. He still is in a lot of pain. He's still laying down all day, every day. He's still a little on edge, and although he's not directly taking it out on me, I feel bad that he's so frustrated.

He keeps telling me I'm in charge of morale, which is a good thing! I am typically very upbeat about things. Mostly at this point, I'm frustrated at the lack of progress and I feel totally powerless over the situation. So keeping my morale high can be a little taxing. This sucks way more than I want it to!

And I'm not looking for sympathy, I just thought my 2 readers might be wondering why I'm not saying much lately. All things considered, my life still is blessed and awesome. I just miss my husband! I love it that I'm in such a position to have such a great spouse, that I'm so lucky that usually he'll do anything to get a laugh out of me. This has been a good experience as far as showing me what an awesome dude Gabe is. But OKAY I learned my lesson, can I have him back now please?

As for me, at least I'm still able to get out and do things. Honestly, Gabe wants me to get out of the house and have some fun. He's also probably happy to have me stop hovering!

I've taken up yoga again, YAY! And I've been hiking a bit and on Monday we started watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer from Episode One... then we watched 2 more. I love that show and it's just so awesome to share it with people who are total BTVS virgins. They don't even know who/what Angel is yet. I love it.

Anyways, that's what's happening in my world lately. We're going to acupuncture on Monday, I'm sure that will help. It helped me when nothing else did. Everyone cross your fingers!